Friday, January 17, 2020

Marc

Marc suffered from powerlessness but you could never tell by looking at him. Daily he would self-victimize his situation. He lacked the ability to work teamwork style. He needed some rest, restoration, and he also needed to contemplate his direction of action he wanted to take. His depression though was in the way. The lack of motivation weighed so heavy on him. He felt so out of touch, and he was so dishonest about his mentality with those around him and those he cared about, was it for their safety? How much suffering though must he endure? Was it worth hiding? No, this was unfair and robbing him of the help he needed to hopefully get out of this rut.
He needed to take action and be quick in deciding who to tell first and hope for the best reaction possible, it was getting easier to talk about these subjects these days with all the mental health awareness after all. Maybe he should passively talk about mental health feel out their stance on the subjects first before just coming out with the very thing that engulfs his every being. His insecurity though and his faithlessness in the whole stigma surrounding his mentality. What if they judge him and stop hanging out with him as much? But what if he could finally be himself and get the help he needs and support he gives effortlessly to those around him. The very thing he has craved all these years.
And go.....


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